Knock knock. Who's There? No one. Sorry about that.
I still don't know what I did to you to make you despise me so completely, but I want more than anything to know. Not so I could ever salvage any kind of relationship with you ever again. Don't get that confused. I want to know for closure, just to know what idiotic simple thing drove you away so completely. I want absolutely nothing to do with you. And I mean absolutely nothing, ever again. You obviously don't need me in your life and you've proven that. I don't hate you or dislike you at all. Quite the opposite actually. I spent too much time liking you as a person to ever hate you completely. Even after all of this shit.
It's a shame.but if it's going to be this way I'm afraid I'm gonna have to serve you up a hot fresh plate of Fuck You! Teehee.... no seriously. Fuck you.
I'm just waiting anxiously for the day that our paths cross again.. for that absolutely glorious day were Karma comes for yoooou. It's gonna screw you over..... horribly...
On that happy happy note, I haven't posted in a while. It'll be a while before I post again....a long while. Livejournal has no meaning to me anymore. Anyone who used to read this has blocked me (haha it's seriously still happening) or they don't use livejournal anymore. I'll check in from time to time. Make sure the pets are fed, that the lawn is trimmed. But no one lives here anymore.
So apparently I haven't done anything on LJ since August and it's about time! My life has changed completely since that time and yea.... whoa.
Zack is still gone, but he comes back in 3 weeks and I don't think I could be any happier. I am SO excited about having him back and my goodness my sanity needs him.
I have many many theatre things that are going on right now, including some design work in the Spring. I am ecstatic!!
I am changed.. for the better. In the last few months, I have lost some people, gained a friend or two. I think I'm much better off because of it.
I love Madison Rhodes a lot. If for some reason I decided to go lesbian and bring a friend, she would be the one. Foooooor sure. She makes me happy, her and Shannon Plumlee. Yep it's true.
I found out in the last few weeks that there are people who really dislike me! Isn't that exciting?!?! I really have no clue why so I don't really care, but still! I've never had very many who just straight up don't like me. It's a new experience really. I mean seriously, they do not like me... at all!! I mean "walk on the other side of the street", "avoid eye contact", "tell their friends I suck" dislike me!!!!
Not saying that everyone I've ever met likes me... that would just be ridiculous. I know there are people that don't really care either way, but not very many that just hate me enough to let it be known to everyone. It's cute.
Well LJ... that's the update. You guys stay classy!